I don’t think it’s a secret that I love reading and writing. This morning, I thought about why. What is it exactly that draws me to the written word?
I’ve come to the conclusion that it has a lot to do with the intimacy of reading. Writing a book is typically a solitary activity. An author sits down and fleshes out his or her thoughts on paper, pouring his or her soul into a passion project, unsure of whether the text will be published or even read by anyone else. It’s a terribly romantic notion.
When I read, I’m also by myself just as the author was. My mother fondly calls me “socially awkward,” so it’s only natural that I take refuge in the self-imposed solitude of reading. It’s my nose in my book. For a short period of time I tune out the world around me; my friends and family know better than to disturb Roz when she’s engrossed in a book. Between those book covers is a universe in which only I and the characters reside. To quote Jack Kelly in “Newsies,” “I’m alone but I’m not lonely” when I read.
Reading’s also great because, though you read alone, you can discuss books with others. I find my kindred spirits through discussions about literature. In these conversations, the experience shifts from solitary to one of solidarity. When I meet someone who likes Harry Potter, I immediately feel a kinship (until he or she reveals that he or she doesn’t know who Peeves is or has never heard of the potions part of the search for the sorcerer’s stone – movie fans, bah.) If a man were to quote John Keats to me, I’d marry him on the spot.
I have a habit of keeping a book in my purse/backpack under the pretense that I may find myself with some free time. But, the truth is that I keep a book with me because it serves as a sort of talisman to ward off the banality of reality. No matter what is happening during my day, having a book with me as a reminder that there is another world into which I can escape. Rough day at the office? A Moveable Feast allows me to wander the streets of 1920s Paris after a day full of sitting at the desk. Boy troubles? Wuthering Heights will quickly put my heartache into perspective because no guy could do to me what Heathcliff did to Catherine. Existentially questioning my own existence? As I Lay Dying will help with that.
As readers, we travel through time as we come to understand the thoughts and ideas of the writer. Generations are linked by texts, oceans are crossed, languages un-barriered. We can communicate with someone who lived hundreds of years before us. We partake in a conversation with someone we don’t know, have never and will never meet. Granted, this dialogue is relatively one-sided, but I believe that every reader brings something to the text even if the author never gets to hear the response. Just in picking up a book, we’re engaging in that communication and opening the doors for a more direct dialogue. That’s cool whether it’s a novel, poem, pamphlet, diary, whatever. (Maybe in 50 years, our text messages will be treated in the same way, which is an excellent reason to use proper grammar when you text. We can’t give future generations the impression that we were grammatically incompetent.)
This time traveling is even more interesting when it comes to writers who gained fame after death. Posthumous publication or appreciation of a work is all at once sad and exciting. It’s sad because that author didn’t get the chance to revel in his or her literary glory. It’s exciting because that work finally found its audience; the world caught up with it.
Take this blog post: I’m sharing the thoughts I have on a random Thursday, and you lovely readers are interacting with my ideas. Lucky for me, you have the ability to respond to this post right now. I get immediate feedback, which I pray will be positive. But, who knows? Maybe you’re reading this in the future after I’ve become a world-renowned author whose every piece of writing is being archived, even her blog posts. In that case, I want you to know that I still appreciate that you’re interacting with my text and open to a dialogue. Know that I value this written communication just as much as you do.